Love, Love and Loveeee…………….I have taken the resolution of not falling into the trap(or crap) of Love again after my first break-up. She just did not went away simply but added spice to my agonies. I had an extremely painfull break-up and have decided not to have a galfriend whatsoever the case will be………but God chose to break this illussion of mine sooner or laterrrr by giving me a much better experience this time reminding me of getting rid of the past sad memories of my life.
This blog is completely dedicated to that beautifull lady who in two days time changed the way I looked towards my life by giving me so much happiness in those two days that I will remain indebted to her throughout the rest of my life. Thank You Sweetheart.
Anywayzzz…..Not digressing much with my topic………After six months of my break-up(Somewhere in September 2011), I got in touch with one of my earlier classmate, give courtesy to Facebook. She had got into Medical Core-Army and was undergoing the final year of her training in Kolkata. We started talking casually and started getting to know each other well. Initially we were just talking on phone for a short time. I am a kind of a person who prefers to say the truth rather than hiding things from people. So I told her that I have come out of a failed relationship some six months back. Then I told her the other bad attributes of mine like smoking and boozing. But like all the other girls, she was too unpredictable too. Whensoever We try to impress a girl, We fail. But whenever you dont think about flirting, Girl starts getting impressed from all the men. That is what she started talking to me on a regular basis. As I am a candid person, she started feeling more and more comfortable and with-in a short span of time, we started sharing all the things of our lives with each other. She told me that she also had a boyfriend with whom she was into the process of break-up. I did not minded it much as I already had a relationship. We talked, talked and talked…..We started talking for long time…..minutes stretched to hours and hours to nights. Knowingly or unknowingly we started falling for each other. We started minding things of each other. If we were not able to talk to each other a single night, we started feeling depressed and annoyed. Expectations started taking birth again in our minds. Both of us realised this and soon discussed with each other. We decided that we wont be getting into all those things till the time we dont meet each other and make some committments. That was a thing which was almost impossible as I was working in Bangalore and she was in Kolkata and that too in Army. Days passed like anything. We started dreaming more and more about each other. Then We started dreaming of meeting each other. Anywayz we knew that it is not gonna be easy and we may have to wait for a long time for that beautifull day to come. She got her training finished after 7 months and got her first posting to pune. I was praying God to post her to my city but unfortunately it did not happen. She moved to Pune. By now we were deeply mad to meet each other. After one month she got her first leave for one month. And this was the time when we could have only realised our dreams. The months of talks have created fantasies in our minds for each other. I insisted her to come to bangalore for 2-3 days before she leaves for her home town but the issue was that she could not have told her parents about the plan to visit bangalore to meet a guy. Her parents are too orthodox, thanks again to my ever bright destiny. And secondly she was into Army. Army has got so many senseless rules for their people that everybody has to abide by which is inexplicable. Anyhow I managed to convince her to come down to bangalore. I booked her flight tickets for pune to bangalore and then bangalore to her hometown.
And then came the day when she actually had to come. I have already taken 3 days off from my office for the complete period she was expected to stay with me. I went to the airport to receive her. Her flight had to arrive at 8pm and I reached airport at 2:30pm itself, thanks to my extra excitement which i was not able to hide. After hours of wait, the time came too when she appeared. The lass was clad into a blue jeans and a T-shirt. I was ofcourse there in my formals as I have gone directly to airport from my office in the afternoon itself. She was glowing like a fresh flower. She looked so cute to me that i just fell for her in that moment.She was looking gorgeous and I was becoming so happy after seeing the first glance of hers. One of our dreams had come true at that instance. All thanks goes to the guts and audacity of that beautifull young damsel. I went ahead of the waiting lounge towards the arrival gate. She came out and I gave her a first small but a tight hug with a kiss on her forehead. We already knew each other so much that we did not feel a bit of shyness with each other in the first instance itself even if we were meeting each other after more than almost 10 years. I took her trolly bag and we started going towards the parking Area as I have gone there with my bike. Bangalore airport is some 50kms aaway from the city. My place was even far, somewhere around 60kms. It was a beautifull evening or I just felt like that because was having my girlfriend sitting on my pillion seat. drove my bike for one and half hours and reached to my home. I had already done so many preparations beforehand for her visit. I have got all the possible eatables at my place so that we dont waste the two days time going in search for food and all. I have bought enough chocolates like Dairy Milk Silk, Bournville, perk and kit-kat that e could have remained for to days on chocolates only. I had got Chips, juices, cold-drinks, pasta and maggi too. But we had a different plan for the first evening. We have decided to have few drinks together(She doesnt drinks, but she has become ready to do it for me). I had got antiquity rare, signature and beers for her. All the things were set. She came to home, got fresh and we ordered for Pizza. We started the celebration night by raising a toast for our meeting. I had got enough snacks for the party that we actually did not require any other thing to eat. We were living life of our fantaises. We were not answerable to any one. We were having the time of this world to stay together ithout any one’s knowledge. When we do something which is actually prohibited for us, we enjoy it lot more. Perhaps that is why we were so happy. We listened to some music as a background and kept talking to each other for hours. When did it become 2:00am, we had no clue about that, but we were not at all into the mood of wasting time just by sleeping. We knew that we can sleep as much as we want few days later when we wont be with each other.
That first night…….we were just enjoying each other’s company with ofcourse pizza and drinks. Then I started turning out to be a bit naughty and just pulled her into my arms. She did not refuse. We sat in the same manner for few minutes and then I turned her glowing fair face towards mine and brought my lips closer to hers. Eyes got closed on it’s own, dunno whether it was Scotch or the Love which was driving me nuts. We were so lost in the kiss that we did not care about the rest of the world. We were licking each others’ lips so crazily, touched each others’ tongue and enjoyed the moment at it’s fullest. After that, we just sat with arms in each others’ arm. We looked into each others’ eyes for hours. That is the time when words dont have any meaning in life and we prefer to talk with eyes rather than understanding and explaining things with words. We were just lost into each other to an unimaginable extent. Godknows when did we actually sleep that night but still that as a sleep which I have taken after years of time. It gave me solace, cheerfullness and the satisfaction which I was not even dreaming for…….! ! ! ! ! !
Life has taken a U-turn in a days time which was totally unpredictable. Life at times turn into our favour too and that also without even giving us a hint or a clue. Wat so ever the case was, But I liked the bolt out of the blue in my destiny’s favour. I am thankfull to God and that Lady who taught me to remain optimist and to keep some patience as Good time comes sooner or later in everyone’s life , even after taking whatsoever delay at times.
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